I have found that from the day of my first cystoscopy, after finding blood in my urine, my life will never be the same. I am sure everyone in this forum probably feels similarly. I remember when the doc said there is a tumor in my bladder (turns out to be tumors and cis) I remember getting off the procedure table shaking. I have since accepted that it is what it is, and it is out of my hands. The thoughts of the fact I have cancer is always in the back of my mind. This forum has been helpful if only for the fact I am not the only one. I just has a PSA test and am waiting for results. I have a cystoscopy next Tuesday. So, keeping my fingers crossed and hoping for the best.
You are right Eddie, time does seem to fly by. Something to get used to I guess, measuring time by procedures and treatments. I hope the best for you and anyone else reading this.
Hank