shout out to all: Home dec.26. I'm alive but not sure at this point that thats a good thing???. first 3 days were ok,removed epidural day 4, couldn,t take pain killers, didn,t want mess with digestive track stopage, been there before. Toleraging pain well just stressing over digestive track. Hoping in a few day i'll feel like living. I've been here before but it just don,t get any easier. think i'll be ok if i can get stomach working better. everything is a catch 22 right now.
I'll get there!
Thanks to everyone for support.