Hi again and thank you for the prayers, advice and support. Sometimes all this "stuff" feels overwhelming and surreal.
Well, I have met with the gastro dr last week and today we did endoscopy and some other test for swallowing. The Dr told me he was going to just look around and he would be done with it in 5 mins. I asked about biopsies and he said only if he finds something. I really felt patronized to be truthful. Turns out I woke up in recovery almost 3 hours later. He apparently found something and did take several biopsies.
The 2nd procedure was distressing as it was very uncomfy. But she eventually got the tube up my nose and did the swallowing test. She said I have a defect but would not elaborate any further. I am to have the results of today in 4 days. So that lovely wait is going on again.
The zofran has been a tremendous help in eating - I have more no puke days now
The sleeping - or rsther not sleeping - situation is unchanged. I have not cathed & bagged or diapered up & medicated yet. The last few nights I have woke up wet even if I had just voided an hour and 15 minutes before. Also the pathologic lymphnode is now swelling more into my pubic area and it hurts when I sit or bend - the skin gets very taut and cuts into the swelled area. I will call the uro tomarrow about it and hopefully I will not get a run around. Overall I am doing ok really I think.
On a very pleasant note....On Feb 15th the hubby and I are FINALLY going on that overdue honeymoon to Cancun
for 5 glorious nights! I refuse to worry or fret. All I need to do is soak up the warmth and enjoy the uninterupted pleasure of being Mrs !!
Forgive me that I have not posted on so many of the threads the last few weeks...Things here are hectic and many times I at a loss for right words. My prayers are thoughts are filled with my forum family though. God Bless, Holly