Karen,
I can really identify with your thoughts and frustrations. After the scan in May and then the visit to the urologist for the cath. it really hit home what is going on. I even have started doing some things to prepare for that dreadful day because I do not think I will be able to handle everything at that time. My daughters have been helping me with that too.
My daughters do pop in and help me some and even have offered to get someone to come in every other week to clean. Last night I told my daughter that lives here to let the cleaner come to her house today that I might need her later. Just felt that with my daughter's job and they moved into a house that they are remodeling, she needs it worse than me. I can at least keep the areas we use decent. I am sure it is even harder for you with those beautiful little ones but just enjoy them. They grow up way too fast.
Since we are having a "bitchy" time, maybe today will become a day of laughter. I try to make sure I laugh at something every day and also share it with Bob.
Take care of yourself.
Love and prayers,
Clara
Caretaker of husband, Bob.
Stage IV
Diagnosed Jan, 2007