Thanks. I am glad to be having this out on Thursday, but I am also dreading the aftermath of that (i.e., the waiting several days to get a call back on the findings.) I have been trying to go back to your initial post and reread it for some reassurance.
One thing the doctor said that is freaking me out is that someone w/ my size polyp/BC generally would experience no symptoms at all, so of course the fact that I do feel that dull pelvic ache and low back discomfort most of the time make me think that this has invaded me everywhere.
I know I sound like I'm emotionally regressing, but I am still just so paralyzed by fear.
I know that I just have to wait and get this out and then find out what to do from there.
I just wish that I could at least know w/ some level of confidence or surety that, once they remove this thing, [even if the pathology shows it as BC, high grade, abnormal or whatever,] that it is gone and I just have to make sure to follow up so it doesn't recur.
what a week this has been.