Hi Kim
You have found the right place for support and advice. So many knowledgeable and caring people here.
I had 30 BCG treatments including the maintenance treatments.
What you are feeling seems normal. I was lucky or maybe unlucky as I had very little side effects during my 1st 12 treatments, BUT I did have 2 recurrences of small tumors during that time.
Been cancer free over 3 years now, since my 13th BCG treatment.
I found from treatment 13-30 each treatment the side effects of urgency, spasms, and fatigue lasted a little longer. I had all my treatments on Friday afternoons which gave me the weekend to recover. I only lost a day of work during my last 2 treatments.
Everyone seems to have varying side effects and varies length of time for them to last.
I couple of things I learned during the treatments is to drink lots of water after your 1st void and for the following day also, and a little cranberry juice will not hurt either. The number one problem I encountered during my treatments were bladder infections, caused in my case by my bladder not completely emptying. Since I have been drink cranberry juice and 1 capsule a day, I have had no further infections.
I know the feelings you may be having during this time. What helped me was this very site and just having others to compare notes with and learn about this disease.
I recommend you join us on our Sunday night chats at 8:00pm ESD. You will get to know some of the members like I have been lucky enough to do.
I wish you all the best,
BCG = Bladder Cancer Gone
Jack