We got Mama's test results today. It is bad, but not as bad as I was afraid it would be. Lymph nodes are cancerous. They saw nothing else but felt like there was probably some other small spreads that weren't detectable yet? Does that sound right? I guess. Anyway, they gave her a year without treatmenta. Maybe 18 months with. Radiaiton may not be an option because one of the nodes is near her heart. Not sure if she will take the treatments or not. I will talk to her more when the crying stops (mine...not hers). I think I could be ok with a year if I knew it would be a good year. I just don't want things to progress quickly but I guess it will. She swears she feels fine and I think she is at peace. Wish i was.