I've been through that not afraid to die stage already with my stroke and heart attack...I made it through really bad odds
I worked my butt off to do it, but I did it!
Mostly it is the treatments that are creeping me out . I have a hard time with meds of any kind and hope my allergies won't interfere. Plus , I don't like feeling yucky
AND I hate pain . I tolerate it well , but I mean who likes pain?
But since I have no idea ewven what stage, kind, anything about what I will be doing . I might as well have my coffee , my breakfast, and get ready for the day
Thanks ,Wendy ....you are soooooooo right ! That pain in my back last night set off a bout of fears, even though logic told me that "you tried to move a heavy bed, stupid" . I finally calmed down enough to think straight thanks to Patricia xxxooo
Still planning that vacation doesn't sound so bad
Keep writing everyone , I am beginning to really think I can do this !