My first was outpatient hospital, too... and I have a copy of the pathology report, which I will compare against the one I hope to have in my hands tomorrow or Thursday. He cut into the muscle the first time, since the tumor was very large. I understand the importance of getting enough tissue to be able to do a thorough pathological study. I also understand a feeling that a doctor gets for cancer when he sees it often, and I appreciate not being sent to a hospital for my first tiny, papilloma-like recurrence. If I have the slightest question in the language of the pathology report, I'll determine what to do from there.
Bill, it's hard not be afraid when you know they are about to snip and zap, but you are right, it's definitely not as bad as we build it up to be... it's more the IDEA of it, I think! Like if someone grabbed your hand and tried to burn you with a soldering iron, you'd yank your hand away and RUN.... but when that soldering iron is inside your body, it's a different story!! ;D