OK. I admit it, I failed miserably at quitting smoking after I was first diagnosed with bladder cancer. I think I made it to two months before falling off the wagon.
Then, when it came back invasive and I had my bladder removed I managed to quit for about four months.
Both times before I was miserable and I was a smoker who just wasn't smoking. I was a pack a day most days kind of smoker.
Well, today is nine months of being a non-smoker! I am pretty excited about it and I can't wait until I hit the one year mark so I can change my life insurance status to non-smoker and get the better rates. Gained more weight but I've started working on that now. I figured I'd gain weight because I gained 30 lbs pretty much every time I quit in the past. I also figure I will likely have more time to lose weight.
I tried EVERYTHING in the past when trying to quit. Patches, gum, Chantix (caused depression), hypnosis and cold turkey. What finally worked for me was getting fed up with it and just dumping everything I had related to cigarettes. I think the hypnosis helped but it didn't stick until later. It lasted two weeks before I fell off the wagon but I think over time the suggestion that I was actually a non-smoker finally kicked in in my brain. My ah-ha moment was kind of "I'm a non-smoker, why the hell am I smoking?"
Other times, when I quit, I was a real jerk to everyone. This time, not so (according to my wife who is a renowned expert on when I am being a jerk). It's our 33rd anniversary today by the way, so she has had years and years to study my jerk-ness.
I know there is debate over whether or not quitting smoking after already getting cancer makes much difference because the damage is already done. However, I feel better and I made the decision that even if I did wind up with some other cancer or some other terminal illness that smoking was NOT on my list of things to do ever again. I'm now a non-smoker and I will die a non-smoker!
Funny thing was, within days of quitting, I KNEW that I had done it this time. Sure wish I knew that secret the other six times or so that I had "tried" to quit. Could have saved myself a lot of inches around the waist!
For those who still smoke, I have no judgment. For those who managed to quit, I applaud you. For those who never smoked, I congratulate you.
Has anyone else notices that almost all building entrances and elevators seem to smell like cigarettes?
Oh yeah, I'm not one of those militant anti-smokers either! I put that in the category of jerk-ness mentioned above.
I hope everyone has a wonderful Memorial Day weekend! Take a moment to remember what so many have given throughout the history of the forming of our country up to now. For all the veterans on this site, I salute you and thank you!
Mike