I'm glad that yuo got to have SOME mashed potatoes!
I think that your reflection was spot on. I just read the most amazing R/C story on BCAN - a woman whose mother had it done in Greece. Here is the link
www.inspire.com/kifisia/journal/rc-completed/#replies
After reading that, I am even MORE thankful for the great medical care that I've had here in the US. There may be cost issues and I surely understand that but at least we have nurses and even soap in the bathrooms. Things that we take for granted like the silly plastic lung exercisers (that I just knocked off my shelf yesterday) are luxuries that they don't even see.
As for Sam the dog, well, we lost my little friend tiffany two weeks ago - I haven't even told my online friends (and her online fans) about this yet. She was with us for over 12 yrs and over 14 when she died. Such a wonderful friend to all of us. Yesterday, my mom and I visited my aunt who is 99 yrs old and you might guess that her memory is not good. She only met Tiffany once and was not a dog fan but weny on and on about how much she loved Tiffany.
For me, even though she was an important member of the family for so long, she was even more of a great companion after my R/C. She would lay there with me and "check" on me often to see how I was doing.
She will be remembered by all who knew her.