You shouldn't feel guilty. Your body is going through a lot, responding to the BCG and kicking up the activity of the immune system to fight this cancer. You need to take it a bit easy and let your body do what it is supposed to do. Once this is over, you will feel like your old self again....maybe even better since the cancer will be on the run.
Sara Anne
Diagnosis 2-08 Small papillary TCC; CIS
BCG; BCG maintenance
Vice-President, American Bladder Cancer Society
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