Susan , I to can feel just as bad about this whole thing as you, but only on the days I choose to.I ve found that for me if I get out every day and live it up every min, I dont even think of it at all, like I jump rope walk run ride my bike play tennis swim,sometimes all in one day:) crazy right
, but I feel best those days , and days I rest those are the days I might think of this thing usually its some one saying how are you feeling in that you poor thing voice , I know they are being kind, but look Im in better shape than most 55 year olds I was in good shape befor dx but now I work harder and Im stronger now when Im tired Im pretty sure its because its because of what Ive done and not from something going on inside of me.I can have those worry days if I allow them so bad I pee in white cups so I can see the undiluted urine better. thats crazy too:laugh: its all what we make of it. I just dont want to waste my time , worry is a waste, I try this sometimes its a worry exercise thik of something say a white cat. ok now stop.