Thank you Catherine and Cynthia for the welcome, support and encouraging, kind words. No, I know you are not trying to scare me, I have been thinking about all this ever since my diagnosis last year. Going through emotional issues as well does not help either. I am seeing a therapist however. On top of having cancer, I am blind too. Catherine, you mentioned if I state where I live someone might recommend a good medical facility for cancer patients. I live in San Diego, CA. I am aware of the Moores Cancer center at UCSD, I had my second opinion their last year. The doctor I saw was a specialist in bladder cancer and he informed me that I did not need chemotherapy, I already started chemo at another facility, Scripps Clinic. My current doctor is an Oncology Urologist, however I am not certain how many RC's he has done, he only just started working at this facility for a year now. I am just going through a lot right now, mostly mentally. Thank you for your support.
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