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An appointment with a urologist makes sense to give you peace of mind. Fear of the unknown is always difficult; I have bladder cancer and I've learned not to expect the worst ... keeping a positive attitude helps me.

First of all I've been reading post for a couple days and I could only wish to have half of the strength and courage of ppl here.i am soo sorry if my post sounds stupid. I hope I don't offend anybody. I have been dealing with anxiety for years.so here goes. I am a 38 year old male. About 2 weeks ago I was doing number 1 and 2 at the same time. Pushing hard on both ends with a huge urine stream. Then there was a feeling like the inside of my penis was cut and started burning. I stood up and 2 drops of fresh blood came out.i went to the E. R. They did a urinalysis. No blood no infection.went to my doc about a week later he ordered urinalysis. Blood. And ct scan with and without contrast. All came back great. I still have a weird feeling in my penis and it feels like there's urine stuck in there even after I shake it. I haven't seen any blood in 3 weeks. It only happened that 1 time. I have an appt with a urologist witch the doctor didn't think I needed. My questions are 1.can anybody relate?2.do you think it's cancer? Thank you soo much for your care.