Kendra, this is a journey back to wholeness that will test your resolve, but mostly your sanity.
Keep a journal . Then you can ask questions from your health team, and ask specific questions.
If you can, or if it is offered to you get a therapist who specializes in oncology patients, so helpful!
They help you through the feelings and ask the right questions.
If you can think of anything you are curious about come here please.
Courage is not having the strength to go on. It is going on when you don't have the strength.