Hi All, I'm posting in the hopes of getting some good advice on how to define the new normal post first round of treatment. Would appreciate any suggestions that anyone has who has gone through this, particularly anyone young with bladder cancer!
My Story: I'm 25 years old, single, female, living in NYC and working in an intense job in Finance. I don't have any of the risk factors for bladder cancer - was having gross hematuria, found out 4 weeks ago about the tumor, 3 weeks ago that it was cancerous. I have had 2 surgeries (1 to biopsy by my urogyno and 1 to remove at MSK with bladder cancer specialist) and have undergone 1 round of mitomycin post-surgery. Since the tumor was a low grade, non invasive papillary carcinoma, I just have to go back to MSK in 3 months (and then subsequently forever) to check for recurrences.
I've had a positive attitude through the last month and have spent time with my strong support system of my family and friends. It all seemed so surreal and I was helping to make sure everyone wasn't too worried and getting all the logistical items in order.. Had so much to do and so much adrenaline.
Now that the first round of treatment is over, I'm not sure what to do.. How do I go on living my life without telling everyone all about my cancer? How can I interact with people my age who complain about their stupid/typical "I'm in my 20s" problems? How can I pretend to be normal and put a smile on my face, go out to bars, meet boys, have fun, etc? How do I not be depressed about all this? I'm participating in a charity event to raise money for bladder cancer in a couple weeks, which made me feel good when all the donations were rolling in right around my surgery time, but now its slowed down.
Any advice, particularly from anyone young, would be helpful..
Thanks!