I had a somewhat cystoscopy awhile ago that was botched (long story), Anyway I am having another one in May, so I know the waitng really sucks!
I was immediately sent to rule out cancer, just to a bad doctor who was not a urologist. Now I will be seeing the real thing
I allow a few minutes in the morning to sort out my feelings..cry or whatever till I feel better ,then get on with my day. Kinda like Holly . Rest of the day I have been trying to just get on with stuff I have to do .
I love it here, but have been away a day or two since I really have nothing else to say till all my testing is done.
I go to pre-op tomorrow and will find out more. The cystoscopy really isn't much of a big deal. Just waiting for the results is . I just hate waiting. grrrr
Let us know how things go. Praying for swift action this time around ...Hugssss