Hang in there, Buddy.
Let us know how the TURB goes. Is your Doctor planning to treat you with Mitomycin?
I am 2 years past diagnosis, I also had a very large tumor (plus a smaller one beside it). I had treatment with Mitomycin C and then I've also had BCG treatments.
I am heading to the 2 year marker and no recurrance.
I hope you don't mind, but I think I will start a new thread for you, so that you might get the individual attention that you need.
Please keep us posted and try not to worry so much.
Best regards,
Rosemary