Hi Aimeth, Ginger Beane here, I am the caregiver for Gene, he had the r/c Sept. 14th.
I can relate to your frustration, I am finding that I forgot what made me tick.
I am doing things alone or not doing things at all. ITS BETTER NOW AS GENE IS BACK TO WORK JUST 3 DAYS A WEEK 6 HOURS, BUT TO HAVE MY HOUSE BACK TO MYSELF FOR THAT SHORT TIME IS WONDERFUL. I write the posts, when signing up I put it in Gene's name so a bit confusing. From the housework to the shopping to the decorating now for christmas it seems again my job. But the worst was in the summer with the diagnosing everything, he removed himself brain wise from what was around him. And I understand that but not less frustrating for us who have to pick up where they left off. So I took Karlie shopping, its what makes me happy like before, the smiles on her face just lite me up, and the giggling we did was precious. Generally Gene would do this kind of thing with me, but since his surgery his stamina is not all there yet. Especially for the mall for 3 hours. so I did it myself, and will keep doing the things I remember that brought me joy. Until he is full circle again. Gene has no more cancer, but now he has a heart problem, we will find out tomorrow. So I think to help you think about what you like to do best , and do it one day, then increase it a couple times a week. I want to get back to the gym, but haven't done that quite yet. Being around people who aren't dealing with this is uplifting..even if for a short time...
Ginger Beane