Hello all,
I am a 43-year-old mother of two young girls, and I am more than halfway through with chemo for bladder cancer (bladder muscle wall invasive). I have surgery scheduled for August 15th, but I have a question for others who have been through this-- specifically, for those of you who chose CCP or IP.
How do you feel about your abdomen's external appearance, now, post-op?
I have a fair amount of loose flesh from my pregnancies. I have a feeling that I'll lose a little weight after the surgery, given what people generally have to say about their digestive systems adjusting to the changes. But even if I weren't to lose a single ounce, I used to think I might want a tummy tuck someday (see above re: loose flesh). I don't think a plastic surgeon will want to mess around with me post-CCP, though.
That's why I'm asking how you feel about your appearance. I know bladder cancer is considered rare for women, and it does seem to be affecting women at younger and younger ages. I want to be able to discuss this with my surgeon using real women's experiences (without names, of course). To date, I have had responses from two women with very different body shapes on this subject, and neither one of them are happy with their post-op appearance. I just don't think we should have to settle for that.
There was a time when breast cancer patients lost their breast(s) with no attempt at reconstruction, but now? No way! So why should bladder cancer survivors leave our OR's looking worse than we went in?
Obviously, the most important thing is survival. But I have half my life ahead of me, a husband I want to be physically intimate again with (someday!), and all kinds of fun to have. I'll have all that, I know-- but feeling attractive (okay, I'll settle for "normal") would sure help! Will you please let me know about your experience to help me with mine?
Thank you in advance,
Betsy