I'm ANGRY today. It doesn't happen often, and rarely do I feel tears prick my eyes, but today was the day.
Tomorrow is my urology appointment. I was led to believe they would do a cystoscopy tomorrow. I called today to confirm my appointment and see if there was anything in particular I needed to do or not do before the appointment. The receptionist told me it was just a consultation so I wouldn't need to do anything. I questioned why the cystoscopy wasn't being done, and was told that the doctors never do a procedure on someone they haven't seen in the office first. Tomorrow is a very inconvenient day for me to take off, so I asked if I could reschedule based on my convenience then. I was told it would be another month before they could work me back in. So, I'm getting deducted a whole day at work for a few minute appointment that still won't tell me if I will be battling the "c" word or not.
I have been waiting on pins and needles since the day before Thanksgiving. I simply want to know. I can handle the diagnosis either way, but I'm tired of wondering.
Grrr!
Thanks for letting me vent...I'm not discussing this with anyone but my spouse.