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suddenly, I’m terrified
I was diagnosed with bladder cancer a few months ago and I was fine; it would be resolved with a few treatments of bcg. I went through those treatments and tolerated them well. all of a sudden, I’m terrified. my urine smells different and seems to have a different odor each time I urinate. this convinced me that this cancer will be fatal. I have a cystoscopy scheduled in 3 weeks. am I overreacting? has anyone else gone through this? it is making me crazed.