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feeling sad today
I was able to spend some time with Mama today and while we had a nice visit and she seems to be doing well, I am feeling sad for various reasons. In fact, I am worried about my Daddy. As you know, he has Parkinson’s disease which has been progressing aggressively lately. I don’t know if it has any medical merit, but I think it has some to do with him worrying about Mama. He seems to be getting worse very quickly. He has said that when he can’t do anything he doesn’t want to be here anymore. I guess we might all feel that way. It just bothers me because his family has a history of depression and his brother committed suicide. Daddy will not be able to cope if he becomes immobile. Take my word for that. Mama continues to just remind me that every day is a blessing and I know she is right. I look at Daddy and think “God if he were to fall or become worse, just take him .” Is that wrong of me? Mama was patching overalls today that have already been patched and repatched. She was working on them so diligently as she does everything. I love them. I guess that is the bottom line, I just love them.