I'm so sorry to hear this. Your original tumor was large like mine was. I'm into the BCG. I keep telling my wife that it's fine to be hopeful but, because of the grade of my cancer and the size of my tumor, there is a chance it will come back.
I don't know you but I know what you're going through. I wish you the best.
08/16/16 - TURBT - 1 tumor, T1HG, 7.5 cm x 7.5 cm x 1.8 cm, non-invasive papillary.
BCG treatments (15 rounds total - last March, 2018). As of latest cysto, Jan, 8, 2019 - cancer free!