As with my last TURBT in Feb. I’m like an anxious child at Christmas time, thinking I might get coal in my stocking. Unlike the first TURBT, I was more concerned with the procedure, this time it is more about what they might find.
First time for anything can be frightening but subsequent times can cause different feelings.
When its all said and done I go back to one of my favorite quotes
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.