It's been some time since I last contributed (Mike's passing). Boy I wish he were here now.
I've recently had my regular screening. Cystoscopy, all looked normal, cytology, positive for malignancy, TCC once again. My doctor is puzzled and he leads the MGH Genitourinary Dept. TURBT scheduled 08-Sept. I have all the confidence in the world in my doctor. We've discussed, at a very high level, having to undertake a more radical approach.
I'm not one to jump into panic mode and business is keeping me busy, however, it's there, like a steady drumbeat, in the back of my mind. Waking up at 1:00a or 2:00a and staying up all night. I haven't told my wife yet as she's holding vigil, as her mother is in final stage of Alzheimer's. I can't throw this on her now, so here I am unloading to those who have supported me in the past.
Thanks for reading and allowing me to vent.
JoeP