Thanks for the replies everyone. Yes Allen, I am a Boiler, class of '84. I can't wait for basketball season. We should be pretty tough. Love football but it seems we've been cursed this year with all the injuries. 2-1/2 years cancer free with BCG treatments on a G3 gives me hope.
Mike, I've lurked here since August when my reoccurance was found. I really appreciate you insight and all the help you've given to so many, including me. What I meant by BCG possibly being lethal was if the treatments were unsuccessful and the cancer spread before being detected. There is that possibility because I've asked my uro and the doctor at IU that very question. According to them it may be a small possibility but it is possible since this time around the cancer is so aggressive.
I probably will decide to do the BCG, maintenance, cystos, etc... but the thought of doing something (RC) that would "cure" has merit and is appealing in a way. I've been doing this for 5 years and now face another 3 minimum, which at any point the cancer could reoccur. Hopefully if that happened it would be caught in time.
Sorry, I'm rambling now. I'm just uncertain and afraid I'm going to make the wrong decision.