Hi emom
I can easily recall just how awful I felt going in for the 4th cisplatin - I can't imagine your stregnth!
It has been about 3 months no chemo and fatique is sometimes still a prob. My treatment timeline...
1/29 - dx with bladder cancer
1/31 - 1st turbt
2/14 - 2nd turbt and bipsies for neobladder
3/13 - rc/neobladder
March - also hospitalized for c diff
4/20 ?- port installed
I had another c diff and was hospitolized in here somewhere, but the chemo started 3 days after port was installed.
I know the cancer wore me out- I had blood in urine since Oct '06, was weak with bronchitis and vertigo in Jan before dx'd. The surgeries left me weak as did both c diff episodes. The chemo also made me weak...I guess it has been all year - sure explains my overtime on the couch this year!
I was lucky with my cancer - I was stage 3 at rc in March. It was micropapillary and I had belly button cancer in there, too. Just last week my dr's said my bone tumor and an enlarged lymphnode were benign. I am grateful.
Just be patient with yourself - your stregnth will return gradually. It has been hard for me to wait for it to come back, too. I'll pray for ya, dear, I hope you hit the remission zone!!!! Love, Holly