Maria, I am so sorry to hear about your news. Thoughts and prayers are with you and your doctors as you plan your next steps in treatment. Hopefully you will have significant relief from the pain so that you can focus on further treatments.
Dear Maria - I feel like I know you, having read all your posts from day one. I cannot believe this has happened to you! Please know I will think of you daily and am at least confident you are getting the best care there is!
I am so very very sorry to read your news. This has completely knocked me for six as it has you. Mere words will not help. I just want to come over and give you a big hug (whilst trying not to hurt you!). At least you have been offered some treatment quickly which will help. I'm sure there are others on the site who can offer advice regarding the treatment plan.
Will this have a bearing on your plans for this year? Call me if you are able. Keep smiling!
Please know I will think of you daily and am at least confident you are getting the best care there is!