Julie,
You clearly have your head about you FAR better than I did when I was diagnosed! Holy cow, it took me 2 weeks just to grasp that tumor in bladder = cancer. Then another month before I could do any kind of effective research. Hat's off to you!
Life is definitely not over because you have been diagnosed with this crap at such a young age! It's just a speed bump that you gotta get by. I did a blog while I was going through mine, and if you are interested, it's still online at
www.caringbridge.org, under "christinespringfield". I had chemo and then the neobladder as M.D. Anderson's team thought that would be the best way to make sure they killed every little cancer cell in my bladder area. Better safe than sorry... Everyone is different though, so do what's right for you. Honestly, for the peace of mind, it was worth every bit of that "go-go juice" and it's side effects.
Concerning doctors, I am going to let Pat or someone in South California answer your questions. I do know that Pat has incredible knowledge about the best surgeons and oncologists all over the country (and I think in other countries, too).
The hard questions will get easier with research and input from various doctors that deal with bladder cancer all the time. This is one time that you do not want to settle for anything but THE BEST. Find THE BEST, get their opinions, ask tons of questions, make sure they know what's MOST important to you (for me, being able to have sex again was REALLY important, wearing a bathing suit again was #2) and come back here for input. There is a lot of knowledge available here.
I used to carry a small notepad in my purse 24/7 and every time I thought of something I didn't know, I would write the question down. When I went to see the docs, I would whip out the notepad and run down my list. I made sure to jot down their answers, too... I was a bit scatter-brained at the time. I would really recommend doing that. I also kept a running list of all my meds and doseages. That got to be somewhat challenging to remember off the top of my head.
Thanks so much for your appreciation. The thing that makes me happiest in the world is helping people, so thank you for making my day!
Hang in there, Julie! We're here to help!
Christine