Thanks for the reply Alan! You are right we never really forget. I am enjoying life playing plenty of golf, exercising regularly, and feeling good. My mental issue totally surrounds the fact that I was feeling great before my initial bleeding, and diagnosis. I believe jumping on the BCG right away was a good thing, and having a clean biopsy post BCG, and two clean Cysto's at 3 month intervals was a good enough sign for my URO to stretch me out to 6 months, but you can't help but worry. With my history are there cases where it reappears without symptoms? I asked my URO what to watch for, and all he said was bleeding. I appreciate your help, and counseling.