Sunchaser
First a foremost, take a big breath. Then GET a second opinion at a place were they do a lot of these treatments usually at a college hospital that specializes in bladder cancer. They usually can make some kind of payment arrangement with you. I'm sure others on here will chime in with other information for you.
Sorry you have to be here but glad that you found use! Good luck!
Gary
T1,NO,MO battling bladder cancer since 2005