A year ago today I had sugery (TURBT) to remove a bladder mass my gyno found, so I understand all the emotions you are dealing with, as does everyone here. I wish someone had told me to stop reading everything I could find on bladder cancer because it truly scares the daylights out of you. When your pathology comes back, then you can educate yourself on what actually applies to your particular situation. I didn't find this site until several months later and Pat immediately told me to forget all those negative statistics I had read about. So I did... (lol)
I hope you get the best possible outcome on your path report. And, hang out here because these folks are the best cheerleading squad I have ever encountered! (and the best informed!)
Best wishes... Catherine
TURBT 1/21/10 at age 55
Dx: T2aN0M0 Primary Bladder Adenocarcinoma
Partial Cystectomy 2/25/10
Vanderbilt Medical Center
Nashville, TN