Pat,
I'm glad to see you are sharing with us your latest fears. You will get thru this nightmare but you need to vent so please continue to share your concerns with us. It sounds rather complicated but you are smart and savy when it comes to medical issues and you will again astound us with your insight and abilities. I just know you will. You are just having a tough time of things just now but remember, this is only temporary.
You aren't being punished for bad behavior. Your dad was using the old "fear" tactic that so many of our parents used back when we were kids. Life isn't fair, we all know that...bad things happen to good people and only the dear Lord knows why. Don't jump off any bridge cause you are still my mentor and if you go, I'll have to go and I'm not a strong swimmer. BIG HUG!!!!
Melodie, Indy Pouch, U.W.Medical Center, Seattle, Dr. Paul H. Lange & Jonathan L. Wright