Mixed emotions

Waiting is difficult. I had my first follow up cysto and also prostate biopsy. Most likely the increased PSA levels is due to BCG treatments, however I will know on Monday. It is also always on my mind.

Joe

Seems like they almost enjoy making us wait >

here we go again..waiting..but your very strong and positive
hang in there

While I am glad that the cancer was removed , I am scared and yet want to know the outcome of the test.
I'm so afraid he (the uro) will be wrong , and they will find something awfully wrong.
Getting the catheter out and the results Tuseday. Seems so far away at times, but too soon at the same time.

Didn't sleep real well last night ...catheter of course..maybe that isn't helping my outlook ,sigh.